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| Spring break is over practicly and over the course
of 9 days, the only placeI went to was wal-mart. I'm kinda
bummed out that I couldn't afford to go anywhere like everyone
else. I mean People said, "I'm going to Arkansas," or, "I
am going to Oklahoma". While here I am, sitting on my ass.
I hope I don't have to hear everyone brag tommorow at school, I also
don't want to be asked "what did I do?" because I will be too embarssed
to say, "nothing...".
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How can someone grab ahold of your heart and keep
yanking at it without even knowing their doing it? Beats
me. But it's happening. Everytime I think of this one
person, my stomach gets in knots and my heart feels heavy. I hate
it. I hate this stupid crush. It makes me feel useless and
without power, and I'm a very strong willed person. But this
feeling...it's like a cage!
I want this feeling to end so much, it's not even
funny. It makes me feel like there is no hope and that all life
revolves around this person, who probably thinks about me...what?
1 second at the most each day. It's like a song lyric from
Evanescence "Solitude", "I lived through you/ you looked through
me". When will it end?
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